and then one day you realize normal is overrated and so is togetherness. i enjoy solitude. i enjoy me. besides, like someone said, i’m always there when i need me : )
perhaps one can worship in congregation, but in the end, each one of us is talking and crying and pleading and bargaining with god alone. it is in the stillness of one’s own heart that miracles occur. in being. with others, one seeks worldly experiences. i don’t remember anyone ever bringing anyone else to god. physically. perhaps through word, painting, movement. but not trough physical union. smell. touch.
one (i) is to strive for that. let go of the rest. it won’t take you where you want to go. where your love awaits.